Full of Emotions

So I've been dreading my next update, only because I really just don't care to update about my wedding (which, if you are of any importance to me you were there for) or spilling the news that I'm pregnant (again, if you are important to me at all, we have already celebrated together). Both of which I'm incredibly thrilled about telling all the million details in person ..... ring bearer loosing the ring, our crappy dj, the sweetest moments, the dances, etc... Or all the little thoughts about my pregnancy so far, how we already started our nursery (including javis old dresser that him and my sis sanded and repainted). But, like I said, if you are important, you know all this so I'm not wasting my time!

I will jump into pregnancy talk for this post though. Morning sickness is not my problem, I can keep that under wraps pretty easily. But keeping my emotions under control... Man, that's like telling a dog to stop barking while a parade of people walk outside your door. Just won't happen. I've cried countless time over the stupidest things ever. Usually I'm alone though, but it's getting worse...

My sister, a friend and I were watching a tv show together on Sunday night. Pretty Little Liars, in case you know that show. It's super cheesy, and in all honesty I think we are all one step away from being done with the show, but we are all hoping it gets better again soon! Anyways, it's not a crazy emotional show, it's a cheesy teenage horror show pretty much. Well anyways, In one of the scenes a main character is reunited with her mom, who had previously been out of the country for a bit. It was cute, and during the scene I started to cry. Yes, my sister and friend were staring at me like I was crazy. Yes, I was embarrassed for myself.

Then on Tuesday night Javi and I went over to visit Paytons family. We hadn't seen them since the wedding and both parents had been asking when we would come over and show them Ireland pictures, they were excited for us and wanted to hear all about it (not to mention they knew about the baby and wanted to hear more!). We had been so busy, not to mention I was incredibly exhausted so it was taking forever to get over there. But I was both feeling bad about taking so long and I was really missing Payton so we finally decided to go over, despite busy scedules. When we got there, dinner was almost ready (just had to wait for the garlic bread we brought with us to cook) and we started sharing stories. Once everything was done we all sat at the table and bowed our heads as Ryan started to pray. He thanked God for the food and for the day, then he went into thanking Him for having us over as company and for our wonderful news. He asked for our protection, and that everything go as smoothly as possible for us in the upcoming months. He went on for a little bit about us before saying amen. I wasn't expecting that at all, and by the time everyone opened their eyes I had too many tears to hide. We all laughed it off though, and Kelly said I should get use to feeling all over the place lol. I think Ryan felt bad for making me cry! But the visit was wonderful, we ended up staying for a few hours (I have yet to be able to go over and visit for just 30 minutes, we always have too much to talk about!). We shared Ireland pictures and stories, I played with Payton a lot a lot, and they gave us a copy of all the wedding pictures they had from their camera, and also a copy of the videos they had recorded for us. My favorite moment of the visit? When Kelly was getting plates on the table and Payton looked up at her excitedly. She yelled out '' we have family over, we are having dinner with family tonight!'' Kelly and Ryan smiled (I believe Hunter even laughed) and said '' yes Payton, we are having family over for dinner, it's exciting huh? ''. They have always referred to us as family, so it wasn't a surprise, it was just absolutely adorable how it all went down. Have I mentioned that I absolutely adore this family? Because I do. (by the way, we asked Payton if she's hoping for a new friend who's a girl, or a new friend who's a boy. She answered girl, Javi just keeps getting outnumbered!)

But yeah, my emotions are all over the place. I've cried over songs that I've heard a million times, I've cried at stupid parts of tv shows and movies, and the list goes on and on.

But, I don't have morning sickness so I wouldn't trade it for the world!